... just some photos of the past month:


burned out:

 

with mummy and daddy :-)






That´s it, I think I try to learn! Just try. Arghghh

University is making me sick. Well, I really need to learn --> next month all the exams are coming up and I am really not sure if I can handle that. 

All I can to right now is thinking about myself and how stupid I am. My ED is kind of weird. I eat lots of unhealthy food and it does not feel good. I also drink too much alcohol.

This week I went to university party on Wednesday and I was soooo drunk. Thursday I drank two glasses Sangria and yesterday I also drank a lot. Vodka, beer, champaign and wine. Man, sooo much calories :-(



(look what I found: "All I can do is be me, whoever that is" (Bob Dylan) It fits so well.)

I really need to get to know some good LJ communities. If anyone know a good group relating to ED or some kind of self-discovery, please let me know. ;-)

(sorry for my bad English! I am an English student since October last year but it´s not good at all... !)

Take care!
Amy!